"I was afraid I could be somehow urinating on my partners"
I never really heard of female ejaculation nor the g-spot until I was probably 26 years old! Curiously, I have had several squirts by then but I was always really confused about what that could be! For those probably 7 years of my life, I debated what happened to me every time I was super close to reaching orgasm and I would pretty much “expel” the penis inside of me followed by a big amount of water. I was afraid I could be somehow urinating on my partners and I actually had one of them asking me that very same question! Luckily we were super intimate and it didn’t feel as embarrassing as it could have felt if I was with a casual partner that was also unaware of what female ejaculation is! A bit before I turned 27 years old, my friend reached me out, extremely excited about this new “thing” that she was doing with a new partner, and told me he was making her “squirt”. Immediately she sends me a web link with a video on a porn platform, of a guy teaching people how to do it on ladies. My reaction was: I can do this!! I felt relieved about finding an explanation for my sudden “water-leaking” during sex and the good news was: that wasn’t urine and that felt absolutely great!
I experienced spontaneous ejaculations when having penetration with male partners but I was far from doing it by myself or even knowing exactly how to do it until I bought my first dildo. This is when the solo exploration began! With practice and reading, I then learned where and how to do it with the toy. I had so much control over my g-spot stimulation and ejaculates, that squirting was my expertise as a camgirl. I had a regular client that was fascinated by the image of a squirting woman and he would often challenge me to do new things. For instance, he was the one to push me to try and have my first ejaculation with only a hand stimulus “I never tried it before, let’s do it!” and to my surprise, it was easier and faster than with a toy! Things developed and this one client also challenged me twice to break my own records in terms of how many ejaculates I could have in one session.
"Often I would fill up glasses and jars for him"
Thirty was my record. In a 40 minute session. Often I would fill up glasses and jars for him. At that point, I was super curious about the content of female ejaculation since vulva-owners don’t produce sperm. What is the function of that liquid and what is it made of? I remember googling it and not finding much information. Was there any urine in that fluid, finally? I even remember collecting samples of urine and ejaculate to try and visually compare them.
I also learned throughout my experience that Japanese isn’t the best cuisine to precede a squirting session if you’re looking to have one! Soy sauce retains quite a lot of liquid in your body and squirting can be quite challenging even with the best of sexual dynamics. It almost feels like a dry orgasm. You can feel the contractions and the pleasure, but there’s a bare minimum or no water at all coming out of you! On the other hand, if you had a few drinks (and as we know alcohol is diuretic), prepare your sheets, you might have a very wet experience!
Nowadays, as you all must know, I have been studying sexuality and even though some will say all vagina-owners seem to have the power to experience ejaculation and that it's really a matter of allowing yourself that self-exploration journey, some scientists have failed to provide consistent results as to where the G-spot is exactly, if all women have it, or even: if it exists. Some scientists argue, nevertheless, that even if there's no categorical empiric conclusion to those matters, it doesn't mean that there is no such thing as the G-spot, rather, it could be the internal portion of the clitoris (The Psychology of Human Sexuality, Lehmiller, 2014). How do you feel about it? Have you ever experienced it? Can you provoke your own ejaculation? Have you ever made someone squirt? Fell free to share, I'd love to hear!
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